MY LOVE ...

It is very difficult when you try to hide your love for someone, especially when that one is your mother. Every one has that love in himself it is instinct and innate,
Truly it happened with me when I left my mom,
When I had traveled to Saudi Arabia for work, I didn't know how long I would stay there and when I would come back to Syria to see my mom again; that's why I felt grief, but no one noticed that, and I stayed resisting this feeling .
I tried to keep my smile and laugh. But I don't know that even if I pretend to be bliss, but I couldn't hide the sadness, when I said farewell to her, especially on the way to the airport my tears drop suddenly and involuntary. I couldn't stop it .
I recommend you to stay with your mom as much as you can, and try to get her love while you can.