My first love

First romance, first love, is something so special to all of us, both emotionally and physically, that it touches our lives and enriches them forever.
I know that most of you passed by on this position, but how you dealt with it?. What’s your feeling?, how do you know that you are really fall in love ?.
Finally after years of searching I found my beloved, I found who would be Um Bilal, but it is funny, because she was close to me. Moreover, I always see her, and she was pursuing me in her eyes, but I didn’t think it is that I want to. I don’t know why I didn’t think of her seriously before. But I believe that is the destiny. She is so cute, and fascinating face, with beautiful eyes and pretty smile.

The heart is the place where we live our passions. It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient. Sometimes I can’t find words to tell her my feelings, especially toward who I love the best. But I am trying to feel her that she is in my heart and mind wherever I go. And i was kidding with her always just to be happy. She is became the most special person in my life. If I can I will gave her a small gift....a piece of my heart.
The greatest thing to person is to love and be loved in return. When you love someone, you love the whole person, just as she is, and not as you would like her to be.
I can’t describe my darling more, because she is more than description. So close your eyes and imagine how could be my beloved Naroosh.

Our Society

In life every one looking for someone close to you to share him/her your feeling or to tell him/her your secrets.
In an age approximately between 20 and 30 years old, man ask a girl in a way of finding the love of his life, a person try to find a girl to be his best friend, or to be his wife. The marriage idea it depend on the person if he is qualified to get marriage, or not. Moreover, as you know in our society it's so difficult if you are thinking to get marriage, due to the requirements from the girl or from her family. That she wants her groom to be perfect, handsome like an angel. Also he is a rich man and he has a castle and the latest model of luxury cars, and his age should be suitable for her. Moreover, she will not accept the wedding unless done in five starts hotel, with the best singer. Even though, the honeymoon around Europe.
Nevertheless, there are a lot of girls waiting for their dream to become true, but most of them become older and spinster. And if the groom comes they will say I will wait more maybe another one comes better. She wants to be her groom look like an actor or a singer in the T.V.
They don't realize how much the man is suffering to obtain that house or the car. And how many jobs he works to earn money, and becomes ready for marriage, unless he get some help from his family. The bride doesn't know that never man come perfect, she doesn't believe in her destiny.
Unfortunately, a few girls are looking for a guy’s morals, religion, dealing, knowledge. But sure they will realize the importance of these things after marriage.
It’s not only a problem from the girl side, also there are some men looking for beautiful bride to be like mannequin model, or like actors and singers. And they don't care about other things that I mention above, although it’s more important for them.
This is our society do you think one day it will change, personally: I don't think so.

Routine

Something so difficult in our life, every one has it, and deal with this thing during his/her life time. Actually it happens usually when you start your work, and do the same things everyday. Do you know what I am talking about, it's the ROUTINE.

Routine of your duty, job, work, events, and your whole life. Feeling a little depressed can interfere with achieving your goal. Really it’s an unpleasant feeling. Sometimes I feel a little down, and I try to get away from that feeling. Whereas I should be doing something, like exercising or doing an unusual activity to break my daily routine, I just don't feel like doing anything. Moreover, sometimes I just don't have the energy to do so.

So how do I get rid of routine, do you think I have to change my job, my home or maybe the city I live in?. This will be a major change, and not everybody can do like this due to many reasons.

Unfortunately, maybe the people feel with changing when they have a disaster in their lives, so some events effect and change. Sometimes you feel little bit down, if another person close to you like your best friend, or your boss, or your partner in work, they deal with you without giving consideration to your feeling. Or deal with you without be sensitive and understanding.

Anyhow, I am not qualified to talk about the reasons and the solutions of routine. But I am just saying what I think according to my life.